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"Crash" only confirms what we already know about racism: It's inside every one of us. That should be a starting point, not a startling revelation.

-Salon Magazine

Couldn't have said it better myself. This is the quote I've been looking for!

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History Boys:
January 2nd - 4th @ Princess Twin

Borat!:
January 2nd - 4th @ Princess Twin

Little Children:
Friday Jan 5th - Thursday Jan 11th @ Princess

Illusionist:
January 4th, 6th, 7th @ Princess

Manufactured Landscapes:
January 10th, 11th, 14th @ Princess

Volver:
January 26th - 31st @ Princess

Pan's Labyrinth:
Janurary 26th - 31st @ Princess

And the Twin will probably play a few more films that I want to see. Addict? Yes, I suppose so...

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http://www.joekitsch.com/index.php

THE GHOST OF HAMLET'S FATHER CRIES FOR REVENGE


white-out on february 29, 2005.
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Hello, my loverlings!

QUICK UPDATE IN THE WORLD OF ANDREW.

1) I am not working this holiday, because it would be pointless. "Hi, I'm back in Hamilton and I can work! But not on the 22nd-26th, and not on New Year's. And I have to go back to Waterloo on the 2nd." That would be a grand total of 5 days, and even then, I'll probably have shtuff to do. I can not see my loves from work, unless I go visit. But perhaps I shall go to the Christmas Party tonight! Yay!

2) Taking 6 classes next term: Restoration Ecology, Aquatic Ecology, Plants, Analysis of Communities, Environmental Law, Religion & Film.
Easily the most hippie term ever! And easy! And only one lab!

3) Boys are stupid.

4) I am my cousin's Confirmation sponsor... how awkward is that? I can't exactly say no to a 13 year old. Problem: he says it's in February, but hasnt't given me any other deatails. FASS is also in February. Keep tuned!

That's all.

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So here I am
ATR style!!!!!!
What does it mean to be human? CONSUME!!!
What does it mean to dream? CONSUME!!!
And what does it mean to be alive?
It means...
SOMETHING ELSE DIES!!!
Every time you breathe
You consume!
Every time you drive
You consume!
Every time you eat
You consume!
Don't be fooled by dreams of North American grandeur
In just a few years your dreams will burn!!!
Too often do we try to blame the Corporations or "THE MAN"
Who are these "THEY" that spread so-called "LIES"?
The CEO's, the Presidents, "THE MAN"
BUT THE BLOOD IS ON ALL OUR HANDS!!!!!!
The blood is on ALL of our collective hands
Including mine
BECAUSE I ATE BACON A WEEK AGO!!!!

IT WON'T MATTER
WHAT WE DO
IT WON'T MATTER
WHAT WE DO
IT WON'T MATTER
WHAT WE DO
IT WON'T MATTER
WE'RE STILL FUCKED!!!

I come from a Generation of Fabrication
We don't bother to learn how to do things ourselves
We expect everything to be handed to us on a silver fucking platter
Each subsequent generation is lazier than the last
It's been going on since colonization!!!!!!
If we are so fucking stupid now...
Then what's going to happen in twenty years?!?!?!?!?!!
WE'RE STILL FUCKED!!!!!!!!

We keep passing on the torch and expect the next peoples to do it
We think that we should start implementing the solution a bit at a time
But I say WE FUCKING SUCK!!!!
The time to act
WAS TEN YEARS AGO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT WON'T MATTER WHAT WE DO
IT WON'T MATTER WHAT WE DO
IT WON'T MATTER WHAT WE DO
IT WON'T MATTER
WE'RE STILL FUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IT WON'T MATTER WHAT WE DO
IT WON'T MATTER WHAT WE DO
IT WON'T MATTER WHAT WE DO
IT WON'T MATTER
WE'RE STILL FUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WE'RE STILL FUCKED!
WE'RE STILL FUCKED!
WE'RE STILL FUCKED!!!
WE'RE SO FUCKING FUCKED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Too much in my head
You and me and her and me?
You and her and you and me?
You and me and you and her?
I WANT TO SEE YOU DEAD.
I want to see your inside
Visit the grave of who I once was
Go back to your place with your residence friends
Too much is happening here...
I just don't understand
I want to see your inside.
I want to see your inside.
inside
inside
inside
Run inside.
Bees and Royal Jelly
Stung me but went to you
Lying here in this hospital ward
Not aware of where I am
There's too much going on
I just don't understand
I want to see your inside.
PLASTIC KNIVES AND PLASTIK DREAMS
PLASTIK BOIS AND PLASTIC GRLS
Hairy navel and a huge ass cock
pair of legs hard as a rock
INSIDE
INSIDE
INSIDE
RUN INSIDE.
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My brain just won't shut up. Whenever I feel calm enough to actually do my paper, I say to myself "Oh, just check your email and then we'll start".
Two hours later and I haven't written a thing. This isn't good... I don't want to have a repeat of last year with my school work. Just shut up and get to work, brain! But it doesn't help that the paper is fiendishly difficult despite its brevity. Two pages maximum, yet it has taken everybody days to do it. I'm stupid, I should have started it when it was assigned, not the day before it was due. It was due Friday. I'm staying here until it's done!


The most important thing you will ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.

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BEASTS OF ENGLAND.

FOUR LEGS GOOD, TWO LEGS BAD.

You are free to do what you please. Equality for all. The freedom to love, to laugh, to cry, to heal and to die. To believe in whatever you want to believe in, to do what you want to do as long as you don't infrige on other's basic rights. You can be happy if you want. Do not let the facists take over, do not let misery engulf the world: do not let terror run your life.

ALL ANIMALS ARE EQUAL.

Universal respect, universal love.
Love for all.
Freedom for all.
Freedom for me.
Freedom for those who seek it.
Freedom for some.
No freedom for you.

The bourgeois are free because they seek it. They are rich because they deserve it. They are important and powerful because they are better.

FOUR LEGS GOOD, TWO LEGS BETTER.

You are not free, you are a slave. You are too stupid to realize this. Hide behind the lies, accept the pablum, and remember: ignorance is bliss. Don't open your eyes, you won't like what you see. Boxer attempted to. He is now glue. What are you? A sheep? A pig? A dog? Machine? Behind a Wall?
Mechanical? Cold? Unsmiling? Fake?

ALL ANIMALS ARE EQUAL, BUT SOME ANIMALS ARE MORE EQUAL THAN OTHERS.
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In your akwardness and ambition
your manners and your ways

I love you

but I can never say...

Sitting together drinking blueberry tea
Made in your pot made in China made in a factory
A plastic factory where your brothers work back in the middle of Nowhere, Ontario
Wanting to escape the mediocrity of their lives
Avoiding the religiosity of your little sister
the one who goes to that Christian College

They wouldn't understand.

They wouldn't understand.

...but why don't you understand?
SINNERS YOU AND I
SINNERS YOU AND I


THIS IS THE DAY THEY TOOK MY DREAMS FROM ME.

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I do not hate you.
I am not a bad person.
I am trying to find salvation.
I tell myself
that I am fighting for my family.
I will be protecting them.
I fight for God.
I fight for freedom.
I walk the line.
I walk the line.

I am not the devil. I do not want to see your children dead. I do not want to rape your wife. I do not have an agenda. I am not anyone special. I just try to tell myself that I am protecting my people.
I walk the line.
I walk the line.

crash.

I am now a monster
in your eyes.
I am now a hero
in their eyes.
I walk the line.
I walk the line.

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